Friend

I had a dream that we rekindled our friendship, and you were my best friend again.
I know that you'd tell me you were never my best friend, but I knew we were.
I knew you, the old you.
I have no idea what happened during the time we were apart,
but in that period of time, you had erased me as your friend.
I was no more, I knew I had been replaced.
I cannot describe the pain I felt, but for what I can say,
it was worse than being rejected from the love of my life, twice.
I remember you brought her, that's what I refereed to her at first.
You and her were a fine example of "Best Friends" coming to show her off as if she was a prized hog.
It disgusted me, seeing you and her being so friendly towards each other, god, it filled my heart with pure hatred.
A proper term would probably be jealousy, but I was truly disgusted.
As you were busy flaunting your prized treasure, it seems as if your love had slipped away.
What I saw is that he was snatched up right under your nose.
You, filled with rage, vowed to have an immense hatred for this poor girl for the rest of your days.
In all truth, I considered this as karma doing me a favor, and quietly sat back and enjoyed your performance.
As time continued on, I saw that people began to slowly dissipate from you life.
Friends that were once there, now gone, and sure enough, I noticed you were alone.
I soon began to feel guilty, realizing that I had stooped to your level,
and I, and others, decided to give you an other chance.
Things were almost like they used to.
I was happy that you had come back, it was almost like how I remember it.
Soon enough, you had discovered other people, and they became your "friends".
I still don't fully understand how you could come back,
then just leave and not feel any guilt or shame or even give a second glace towards the people who gave two shits about you.
I just sat there, stunned that I let you take advantage of me once again.
Anger, hatred, sadness, shame, betrayal; these were just few of the emotions that ran through my mind.
The last day was upon us, there was not even I smiled cracked from you.
I probably will never know what makes you so unhappy, but all I know is,
I cannot help you anymore.